Yes, I was being whiny again. Yes, I was being upset over virtually (I'm using this loosely, mind you...) nothing. Yes, I still hate how gutless I am.

And finally, yes, music helps me get things out. Be prepared for more song lyrics from me. They might not be far off...

"Only the losers win
They've got nothing to prove
They'll leave the world with nothing to lose
You can laugh at the weirdos now
Wait till wrongs are right
They'll be the ones with nothing to hide

'Cause I've been thinking, thinking
I've got a plan to lose it all
I've got a contract pending on eternity
If I haven't already given it away
I've got a plan to lose it all

I've been the burnout kid
I've been the idiot
I'll turn the other cheek to be hit
You can take what you want from me
Empty me till I'm depleted
I'll be around if I'm ever needed

I wrote this song for you
To show how I'm selling out
I'll take the benefit of the doubt"